Aisha Rani

I heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think.  I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars.  I don’t want gemstones or gold.  I have those things already.  I want…a steady hand.  A kind soul.  I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe.  I want to love, and be loved.

You are my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. I treasure each side, just as I have treasured our life together.

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) I am never without it (anywhere I go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) I fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than   the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants.  But a true soul mate is a mirror,  the person who shows you everything that is holding you back,  the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake.  But to live with a soul mate forever?  Nah.  Too painful.  Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mates purpose is to shake you up,  tear apart your ego a little bit,  show you your obstacles and addictions,  break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master...

You may not be my first, my last, or mine only.  I loved before I may love again.  But if I love you now, what else matters?  Iam not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if I can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto me and give me the most you can.  I may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but I will give you a part of mine that I know you can break - my heart.  So don't hurt me, don't change me, don't analyze and don't expect more than I can give.  Smile when I make you happy, let me know when I  make you mad, and miss me when I'm  not there.